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HOOT_OS - V.30

Stryxnine Amity Pulsatrix
(30/🇨🇦/Saskatchewan)
NACRS Organizer
esports broadcast producer
plural, autistic, adhd
disability & queer activist
hobbyist archival researcher
bylines in Traxion.gg
loves @kadybat and @traumagotchi and @kaceydotme

57RYX9 DESIGN - Visual FX and Graphic Design North American Cohost Racing Series organizer & founder
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hootwheelz@escargot.chat

AriaSalvatrice
@AriaSalvatrice

I wanted you to know, when you post images that say "KILL YOURSELF", what kind of person is forced to see that message.

On May 29, I used this post to tell you my story,that of being hounded with the constant
feeling of suicidality, despite not being the sort of person who will ever actually commit it.

My story went through my history with child abandonment and child neglect, child rape, bullying, attempting suicide, overcoming autism, living with PTSD, difficulties to accept my trans identity exacerbated by the absence of local community and the difficulty to fit in online communities.

I do not consider this story a secret, but I do not wish to leave it on Cohost for archival. I prefer to share it in a better context, on a site that does not have an adversarial relationship with me.


hootOS
@hootOS
This post has content warnings for: suicidal ideation, transphobia, childhood neglect and abuse, it's a dead dove basically..


I used to have a pretty reserved attitude towards roleplay. I find it difficult for me to fully immerse myself in characters that don't embody some major part of me. it isn't so much the shame or embarrassment that comes from Playing Pretend, but the strangeness that comes with occupying unfamiliar territory.

my most successful participation in roleplay has always been playing a character that is just a somewhat amplified version of myself. after trial and error through FiveM, i've found ways to embody characters who are emphatically different from each other but still use parts of me to inform the characters' behaviors. allow me to introduce you to my best FiveM characters.



hootOS
@hootOS

i'm gonna be meeting up with @PaulaBraydi on the 17th while I'm in the Winnipeg area, fuck yes! i get to see somebody i've wanted to meet up with for a while! I GET TO SEE FRIEND!


hootOS
@hootOS

i'm so pumped about going to Manitoba now. my family's going for my great-grandpa's funeral and a family reunion, and i was already looking forward to learning more about him since i never really knew him that well. but on top of that i get to reintroduce myself to family who haven't seen me as a kid, and i get to meet a good friend. i really needed a win lately.